悲喜こもごも

ひきこもごも

bittersweet

Meanings

also 悲喜交交 · 悲喜交々

  1. noun, takes の, four-character idiom bittersweet; having mingled feelings of joy and sorrow; joy and sorrow alternating in one's heart

Its kanji

In sentences

私わたしの胸中きょうちゅうは悲喜ひきこもごもだ。 Joy and grief alternate in my breast. #163851